Pregnant?!!

My little sister is pregnant!!!!! What?!!!! I'm in shock. I know she will be a good mother, but I can't help but having anxiety. She moved to Virginia with her fiancee because things are cheaper there. I want her to be here closer to the family, especially in her condition. I'm not ready to be an aunt again. I have three nieces and a nephew from my oldest sister who also lives in Virginia. But they are bigger now. My sister Isabel is due in October. Wow that is around the corner. I hope I have enough money and time to frequently visit them.

I know my mother is happy because this will be her first official grandchild. It's funny, she asked me when is it my turn and I told her, "After you spend 25 years scaring me into not having children, now you want me to have one? You are crazy!"
My mother always told me to focus on school and not to get pregnant, and now she wants me to have a baby, that is crazy. I still have so many things I want to do with my life. I don't even think I am going to marry. Maybe I should consider the possibility of marrying Kyle, but I can't picture this. No offense Kyle...