what's up?

Hi people. Hey i am taking summer classes at Sb. What are u guys up to?

Hello, Hello, Hello.

To the earth.

Hello!

It's us, human.

Here are some gifts for you.

Do they heal you?


I admit these are only fantasy but we start to realize what we have to do.


Always love you.



Yours.

What makes a successful relationship?

This is very different for many people. To me there are several things that constitute a successful relationship. First of all I think that love is crucial. You must love your partner unconditionally. Aside from that, you must support each other no matter what comes your way. Tolerance is highly needed for those days in which your partner is not your favorite person. Communication is key, without it you will not function. Keeping each other out of the loop is one of the biggest mistakes couples do. You also have to have realistic expectations of one another. Thinking that everything is always going to be right is very unrealistic. Care for one another in every possible way. The most meaningless moment during the day can turn into a precious moment if you just stop to say “do you have any idea how much you mean to me?”. Laugh and laugh a lot. Laugh at each other and at all the funny things in life even if they are silly. I guarantee one day you will be sitting together and saying “remember when this happened” and you’ll laugh once again. Commit to one another and remind each other of how your life would not be complete if you did not have him/her in your life. Above all, respect one another. Respect each others families, even if you don’t like them. Respect each others’ friends even if they get on your nerves sometimes.

I have had relationships go sour, but I can’t think of any one that I had in which I made sure I had all these things I just wrote about. In my next relationship I want to incorporate all these. I think they will make me successful not only in my relationship, but in making my future partner feel that they could not live without as I would not be able to live without them. I want to let my partner know that they complete me in every way. They should feel like your soul mate. Corny, huh?

If you could live your life over again, what would you do differently?

My honest answer to this is that I would have pursued my teaching career a lot sooner. Other than that I don’t think I would change anything. I have made mistakes in my life, but I feel that if I change my life I would have never had the opportunity to make it right for every time that I made a mistake. I don’t know I that makes any sense, but that’s how I feel. Everything happens for a reason. I can’t say I have had is easy, but if I had not made the decisions I have made in life I would not be where I am today.

We all think sometimes “what would have happened if” and we get curious about the possible
outcomes of the decisions we did not make, but like I said, things happen for a reason and God works in mysterious ways. What he has in store for each and every one of us is uncertain, what I do know is that every decision I have made in my life has made sense to me later on in life. It might not have given me the result I expected, but it all eventually fell into place. So I don’t think I would change anything if I had the chance to relive my life.

A little word of advice

Ok…so I’m no relationship expert, but I have come across a lot of common things occurring in relationships that women might want to avoid. First of all, I think women need to understand that men are very visual. No matter how long you have been in a relationship with your guy, whether it’s boyfriend, fiancée or husband status, never stop taking care of yourself. By this, I mean that I understand that we all put on weight, specially if you have a baby, but just because you put on weight it doesn’t mean you have to let yourself go. Yes you are a mother, but you are a sexy mother which is very different. Even when it comes to intimacy we all know men like to watch so, look desirable.

On another note, men hate when women complain. The worst thing for a man is to come home from a tired day of work and the first thing to hear is “you’re late” or “I asked you to do this yesterday and you didn’t”. Seriously…it was yesterday!!! Stop bitching and complaining. They hate that.

Another common thing that women do is feel threatened when he decides to have a day out with his guy friends. Most women immediately think that they will be talking about other women and wishing to get away from the one they have now. Ladies, this is not the case. I’m not vouching for all men, because let’s face it, there are a lot of scum bags out there, but sometimes they need time with their friends, just like we like our times out with our girlfriends. For example, if you know that your man isn’t into the twilight series of movies, why would you force him to go with you? I went to watch it and a guy told his girlfriend “I can’t believe you’re making me watch this”. Now normally I would say “just say no”, but he obviously was trying to please her. I felt so bad for him. She could have gathered some of her girlfriends and made it a girl’s night because it’s such a chic flick and he could have had a nice night out with his friends and gone bowling, golfing or watched some soccer games. The point is, give yourself some time to miss each other, because the next time you see each other you will probably be all over each other and enjoy your day even more.

Australia

If I was granted a trip to go anywhere in the world for a week, I would go to Australia. I have always wanted to see a kangaroo and I’m absolutely in love with the Sidney Opera House. It’s just a perfect design. The structure itself looks amazing and the fact that it works well acoustically is even more mesmerizing. I have a picture of it in my living room. It’s actually quite big. In my days of Architectural classes, I chose to make a model of it for a final project of mine. I think that all models look best I white, it’s just very hard to work with white without having to wash your hands every 2 minutes so that you do not stain your model.

I donated the model to my school after I guaranteed myself an A on it. I use to go see it a lot when I lived in Queens just to admire its beauty, because that’s the closest I could get to the real thing. However, one day I will go. I will be able to physically touch the structure that I once studied so hard to replicate. My model was beautiful, but there is nothing like the real thing. Being able to see the Sidney Opera House has been a dream of mine ever since I could remember. I don’t remember what made me love it so much, I just know that I do. So one day, I’ll make that dream of mine come true.

I can’t wait for my first summer off as a teacher

I’ve been trying to teach my son Spanish and it is very hard when his father is not cooperating. So I was thinking on my first summer off, if I can afford it, I will take my son to Ecuador. I spent my teenage years there and they have been the best years of my life. I want my son to learn the language socially and I will worry about him learning it academically. Since I’m going to be a Spanish teacher I will develop the skills to address his academic level in the Spanish language. I haven’t been on vacation in three years so, I definitely need it and my parents have house right in front of the beach. I wouldn’t pay for the stay. I would just have to cover meals and airfare. Everything is so cheap there. For example, for a shrimp and lobster tail dinner I would pay like $3.00 and the seafood is fresh vs. here, I would probably pay over $30.00 for it and it definitely is not fresh.
If I had the chance to live with the luxuries that I have here (i.e. running water, and running toilet guaranteed), I would definitely live in Ecuador. Life is just more relaxed. You get away from the everyday rush of getting up in the morning, going to work and getting home in time to get enough sleep to continue the same routine. It’s so boring at times. I hope I enjoy teaching as much as I want to enjoy it.

I can’t stand my brother’s neighbor

My brother’s neighbor is far from being a good citizen. Along with his wife they make up the reason why taxpayers get mad at the government. They have 2 kids, ages 7 and 3, with one on the way. She is a stay home wife. He lost his job almost a year and a half ago. He has been on unemployment for the same amount of time, but works off the books doing minor construction jobs, which he makes a good decent amount of money on. So while my brother and my sister in law bust their butts working hard and pay nearly 35,000 in taxes every year, here he is collecting their money and making his own money. I don’t get it. What is wrong with this picture?
I’m a single mother and according to what I make a year, I would qualify for many things from the government. Hey, I may even be able to get them to pay my rent. However, I’m a very hard working person and if I can make it a point to get up in the morning and work so that I can provide for myself and not live off of other people, I will do it. I work a full time job, go to school full time and I have my 7 year old son. I hold myself up on my own. Yes, it is very hard and at times I feel I have not life because I don’t have the money to spend. My brother’s neighbor changes his car every year, and is constantly doing renovations on his home; and he does it with other people’s money. My brother is the type of person to say “hey, why don’t you get yourself a job and stop leeching from other people” and his response was “hey if I can get away with getting money from the government and still make some money and live nice, why should I stop?” I could not believe it. He said this in a BBQ that they had when they all got along at first. These kind of people I have absolutely no respect for.

The hardest decision I have had to make so far

I did a lot of thinking yesterday, while I was working on the projects for this class. I thought about what has been the hardest decision for me to make so far. After some serious mind wondering I came to the conclusion that it was the day that I finally decided to end my relationship with my son’s father. Many would say “of course, leaving someone you love because you realize it’s not healthy is a very hard decision to make” however, when I left my son’s father I wasn’t in love with him anymore. My love for him had died, several years ago. I made the mistake that many women make and remained by his side for the sake of my son and the dream of having that family life that everyone hopes to have when they are in love.
The reason why it was the hardest decision for me was because I had run out of patience. I knew I did not love my sons father anymore and I wondered how my decision to leave him would affect my son as he got older. The first couple of month’s were really hard because my son would cry a lot. He would ask me to come to his daddy’s house and I would have to explain to him why I couldn’t. Things got a lot more difficult when his father began to bring a woman over to sleep over when my son was at his place too. My son was wondering why if mommy and daddy were friends and this new woman was daddy’s friend too, why mommy couldn’t sleep over as well. I demanded that my sons father speak to my son and tell him the truth about the woman he was seeing so that he could understand the difference between the woman he was dating and his mommy.
My son was 5 yrs old when his father and I ended our relationship. He was still too young to understand. He is now 7 years old and is more aware of the situation. Still, I think about what he will ask me when he decides he wants to know the real reason why things did not work out, because the “sometimes grown-ups don’t get along anymore” reason doesn’t cut it anymore. I hope he can understand my reasons.

INSPIRATION

I felt her face give me inspiration ,for example, vision, ambition,and aspiration.

Older Adut Life

In current society, the number of older people is increasing due to the development of medical techniques , so the welfare problem for older people is also getting attention. The problem I thought is lake of welfare systems for older people who need more care. They have trouble doing physical activities something like walking and climbing the stairs due to weakened muscles. For these reason, most people think that older people are share to taken care of, and older people might think they are worthless. I want to talk this social problem really important in aging society, exactly Korea.

I want to express the emotion of older people like sense of loss, joys and sorrows of their life with music, movement, and story in our performance. I want to impress and arouse audience's attention to the elderly life. In addition, as far as I concerned, the recognition for older people like stupid thought that older people cannot work must be changed. We have to find somethings which older people can do, not just support them. That is my expectation.

SeungHa JO

Think about travel grant

In my opinion, government need to spport travel grant because if our country wants to be top in tourist industry(business trade), many people have to enjoy traveling but travel cost is high in thesedays so government has to suppot travel grant. This is only my short think :)

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Focus on myself

What can you see inside of yourself? If you concerned about some problems, just focus on your voice.

What you want is important.

Concentrating on yourself helps you to figure out what your problem is.

THIS WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING KOREAN Ver.

Hey!

I thought there is the Korean version of "This will change everything" but I was confused with another book, titled "Here comes everybody"

As you see, the title is a bit similar :) It's also very interesting book and if you are interested in, you can check out the Korean version

http://book.naver.com/bookdb/book_detail.nhn?bid=4640984

Cheers!
Iggy~

The idea of Eco-Fashionshow Contest

The idea of Eco-Fashionshow Contest

1. Project Summary
Raise public awareness on environment and Climate Change by hosting the Eco-Fashionshow Contest, an alternative approach which people find fun and interesting compared to conventional ways such as street campaigns or product re-cycling movement, through collaboration between Korea and Japan.

2. Project Story & Plan
The show will be divided into 2 parts. The first part represents dark future of the world damaged by environmental diasters. Air, land and water are polluted so people have to wear a kind of very protective clothes such as putting a gas mask hat or anti-sun shirt. By showing those kinds of clothes, it will warn that something very serious would happen in the near future if we don't act on environment right now.
The second part represents what we should do to prevent the dark future from happening with fashion. Reform clothes, organic clothes or easy recycliable clothes will be shown on the runway.

To desgin and produce the clothes of the part 1 and 2, we will use a form of contest. We will recruit 20 talented designers from Korea and Japan and give them the concepts of the two parts of the show. Each designer is supposed to create one clothes for the part 1 and one clothes for the part 2.

At the show, we will have the clothes from the designers on the runway then the contest will be held promptly. The head of British Council, the chairman of Sogang university and other top executives of the organizations sponsoring the project will give awards to winning designers.

BY IGGY LEE in Phil's class at 3:08 on 30th Jun

A great star in the fashion world has fallen.

Alexander Mcqueen (Lee Alexander Mcqueen Mar, 17, 1969 - Feb, 11, 2010), a great star in the fashion world has fallen.

I always had expected his design on the runway until I heard his death, but I can't see his design at the show. I can see Alexander Mcqueen's clothes, however, there will not be "Lee Alexander Mcqueen's " design, I mean his idea. I love his crazy and unique design, so I'm mad sad from his absence. Who will fill that emptiness ? and Who can fill that emptiness ?

Key word : Loneliness

"Loneliness"

Suddenly this word just came up from the bottom.

A glamorous modern society offers everything we want.

People can do whatever they do if they have money and time.

However, melancholiacs are increasing and bad news look endless.

The reason of this ironic situation is all 'lonlinenss'.

An empty mind requires something that fills up constantly and a slave roams like a zombie to find meaningless thing for him/her.

If we can warm their mind instead of stupid activities, the world will be turned out as a happier place.

The goal of my project is "How to erase a 'loneliness' and be together".

Before arranging concrete plans, I set the spirit for my project at large.

According to a survey, the average human's lifespan is around 70~80 years.

If I live up to the expectation, I've been living for one third of my life.

I know I am not too old but there are a few moments that I could see as turning points.

When I first stepped on a foreign territory..

When I worked at a summer camp for mental challenged people

When I planted trees in deserts of China

When I melted in the mountain posture of yoga

When I sat still in meditation

When I came up with the eco-fashion show idea

And,

When I entered our class

room a few days ago.

I know who I am right now is a product of who I've been so far.

And, I have found some keywords from the ocean of my past years.

International

Relations

Exchange

Environment

Climate Change

Fashion

Art

..

.

It's time to create something new with something experienced.

IGGY LEE

Sorry I have not decided what to write on yet.

So many things are burst out in my head, I couldn't decide what I put on in this post.

Let me introduce myself briefly.


I love traveling and I like friends.
And I am interested in cultural things, like arts, music and so on.
I want to go abroad and I want to do something for my country or this world.
I am a person who has a dream but I don't no what exactly my dream is, yet.

This is a photo from HongKong with a man from Austrailia.
My friend took this photo.
We met this man in a market by chance.
We had a short conversation and took each other's pictures.


I LOVE TRAVELING!

How to refresh myself

When I have some agony or need a rest, I usually go to cafe or a quiet place others can't disturb me. I just sit on a nice sofa and relax. Writing down my thought is really helpful to shape up my idea. Sometimes, I can't figure out my feeling or problems, and then writing down what I think makes it clear.

Also, scribbling is good to make me feel better. Through scribble I can relax enough, express my feeling and thought too.

Having enough time to leave myself alone gives me some answer about what I concern or try to figure out.

Dancing Queen - like the old song says

Love to be in the spotlight.

That's all about ME.

Actually, there is nothing I can say "I'm the best!" or at least "I'm better!".

Just having a little bit confidence and interest in almost every field spports my character untill now.

It is really hard to find something that I stick to.

That's why people see me as a young and little girl.

YES!

I admit it is TRUE! but I'm okay about this.

Because so many chances are laid down in front of me, no matter how long, I will spend the time as possible as I can.

YES!

Dancing Queen is my another name who is wandering in myself and in this world.

P.S

You wanna listen to my story more?

Like what attracts me most or how I've lived before?

Well...

I'll show you through various ways not only a boring article.

Watch me!

Love changes the world where you are living!

I am in love, and we are in love.
Love changes my world, and our world too.

For me, love is breathing with somebody, since love is like an air that we need
everytime, everymoment, everywhere.

Before I've got to know what is 'Love',
I think that love is like struggle and war with some boys to get something from each other.

But love makes us free and peaceful.
We don't need to fight to get love, and we don't need to struggle to know how much we are loved from the one another.


Because
love is like an air around us everytime.
We just feel it, and live with it.

At the moment when you feel the love,
You will find your self, and your world around you,
and you will realize that the world already has changed through love.

Yes, it is true.
Love changes the world.




Written by Lynn

Who am I?

From when I was young, I liked to watch movies. It was not quiet good movies, and I usually selected only comedy genre. I wanted to have and watch artistic and experimental movies when I watched more and more movies. Somehow I felt boring to watch other people' masterpieces, and that made me passionated to learn about film making. But it was very tough work to make one movie because the director has to handle everything which is in film making process. Especially, I am not good at using computer programs, it is terrible. that is why I love to watch and make Mise-en Scene movies. I was director of photography in my friend's movie last year. I do not have mind to be the director, it was just my hobby and interest. But my hobby is facinating me more and more.

HOW DO I WANT TO CHAGE THE WORLD?(SeungHa)

This picture is my hand in sunlight.

I really want to communicate other people with telepathy which is a kind of non-verbal communication, especially, regardless of color, language, race, or nationality. I strongly believe that the technology which make people can communicate each other with telepathy will be developed. In addition, it will be possible to share concerns or deep thought with anyone at the same time without language. There are no barriers of time and space for communicating in current world because of the development of science and technology. As far as I concerned, the material to make possible telepathy communicating is light. Light is the fastest method to transmit something, actually I mean it can deliver our thought, idea to the opposite by transmitting telepathy. So far, it is only a dream, not real. However, I believe it will come true and it will change the world again.

SeungHa JO

Refreshing My Mind !

I have many ways to refresh my mind. This is just a one of my ways! It's changing my nail color and doing pedicure by myself!!!!XD. I've cared my nails and pedicure since i was middle school. I think i'm really good at this. Anyway, Today is the first time at Sogang Univ. so i changed my nail color and did pedicure to refresh my mind! WOOOO I love that shinny sky blue!! it fits really good in summerrrrr! and that HOT orange color makes me feel bright in summer!

Happy X Happy SUMMER :)

This is who I am.

This is who I am.

When I was young, I always liked playing outside all day, especially in playground. I always played with many boys. I was close to 'Tomboy', active girl. So, when I came back home at dinner, everytime I walked, sand and dust in my pants and socks dropped to the floor. I felt like walking on the sand. Also, I liked to exercise such as running. I've been a runner in school for 12years.

Since I was a middle school student, I've loved to take photographs even if I don't have nice, expensive camera. I think photographs can include many beautiful objects and thoughts. It can communicate with people. Photographs give their own meanings to people, people also accept the meaning and reinterpret photographs. sometimes, photographer can express who he or she is through photographs.

One of the best travel for me is Hukuoka in Japan,because when I was a high school student, I and my friend planned it by ourselves. Going abroad without adults made us so exciting. We prepared our trip well. So, we could enjoy our summer vacation.

Adverisement is one of the best interests. In very short moment, ad can notify what it trys to tell to people. It's very attractive point. Also, it can utilize many methods to express such as music, paintings, photographs, video, a piece of writing etc. So, I want to be a creative director in advertisement field. I will express my ideas and philosophy through ad by using various things.

THIS IS THE BEGINNING AT SOGANG

IT IS GOOD TO START THINGS....HERE GOES....LOOKING FOR GRANTS AT COS.COM AND OTHER SOURCES.

IT'S A WRAP BY TONIGHT.....

GRADING THIS WEEKEND....LAST CALL...

100!

Yay guys I did it. I have more than 100 blogs. Wooo whooo! Remember to be safe this summer. Don't do anything that I wouldn't do, which gives you a big ranges. Party hard! Use sunblock. These are a few pics on different parties last year. I hope I can top it this year. Good luck and take care just incase I don't see you. But remember what I said, don't be a stranger.

One more to go

I can't believe it. I am almost done with this Blog-off. After this fiasco is done, I guess I will go on face book and catch up with the world. Have some more of my pictures please! These are pictures from Becky's birthday last year.

Ant

Here is my little brother Ant. He is the only boy in the family and I feel really sorry for him. He has to deal with a crazy mother, and seven bitchy sisters. Poor kid! LOL

sleepy time

I remember I used to hate taking those long naps in elementary school...I would watch the other children take their long naps and it was horrifying to me. I hated going to sleep in public. It was embarrassing to me. It wasn't like if I was tired or anything I just couldn't sleep. I used to lay there and count. Count until my friends woke up. It took them so long to wake up too. I remember one time my best girl friend Marializa woke up five minutes after she fell asleep. We spent the whole nap time giggling and getting scolded at for not going to sleep. The teachers blamed it on me because I was the child who did not nap. Now I long for those naps. I feel that I took them for granted. I think I only slept like once and it was a pretty big deal because when I woke up my teachers cheered at me. I was so embarrassed, I never took another nap again.

Awww SB

I dont know how many blogs I have left but I am going to finish my 100 in this sitting. I have a few more to go so if i do a blog per minute I'll be ok. i hope. So today i walked across the field in SB. I was catching the 2:46 pm train to penn station. As I was walking on the grass I thought, "Wow this is the last time I will walk across this patch of grass". It made me so sad and yet so hopeful. I know that I will miss SB but it is time for me to go. I will miss everything about SB. I know it is annoying now, but I had great times and great firsts at SB. The first time I got drunk and high were at SB. I got into major trouble too. It was great times.

time

I wish sometimes there were another hour in hour day. Imagine what I could do with that extra hour. I could paint my nails, straighten my hair, and watch Tv at the same time. I really would appreciate that hour and never take it for granted. Right now I am praying for another hour. Can you tell guys? Time is a cumin and i's gonna die!

the virgin

when i was younger i started to go to sunday school. there they taught me about Jesus and God and the viging Mary. They gave me a little picture of the virgin mary and said, "anytime you need help, pray to her". So one day my class was acting up and we didn't get to go outside. I started praying to the virgin and behold, the mean teacher let us go out. It was a miracle. I like to believe that!

More Cosmo articles

So I am still reading this Cosmo magazine and it has an article that is titled "Tired of Him Finishing First in Bed?" Well lets see what we read. Things that can help him last longer, lets see. Kissing. Kiss him passionately but avoid tung hockey. That is kind of hard. In between sex, change positions so that it could give him the extra seconds he needs to cool off. You can have oral sex first and then later on at night go for the main coarse. lol this is too fresh!

8 more to go.

Here are a few pics until i get a good idea. Here is my little sister Chris and my mom making a funny face. Enjoy

I want an A

Hello I am still alive and kicking. I want an A damn it!!!! This is my funny friend Akash. He is a comedian and is actually pretty good at it. Michelle met him on our final. It was a good night. Lol This is Akash posing as James Bond.

saraguina pic

This is Saraghina and sardines. I love the combo!

I'm by myself

I don't see much action on this blog anymore. I guess Julien and Lauren finished their blogs. I guess Krystle finished her blog too. Anyhow, I am trying to think of new subjects to talk about but I have a writers block like that guy from 8 1/2. That movie was great. I need to see the remake 9 with all those flashy stars. Anyhow, in 8 1/2 Guido has a first sexual encounter with a prostitute named Saraguina. She is called this because she prostitute at the beach for some sardines. Usually her cliental are sailors. Guido and his friends give her money so that she can dance La Rumba. She is not that attractive but it works out for him. I see that she isn't cute, but still there is something about her that is sexy.

12 more blogs to go

So guys I have been blogging since I got home at 5:30 pm. That is the time I got home from school. I know that I am a procrastinator but I can't help it. I feel that I have a sickness that won't let me do my work on time. Sometimes I try to start my work, but then I get writers block that doesn't get unblocked until it's crunch time on the eleventh hour. It all started when I was a little girl. I guess I like to cut corners every way that I can. You can call it being lazy, I don't care. I swear that all of my best work is done when I am under pressure and don't care anymore. I just want to hand on my work already. If only my fingers could type faster. All I need is ll more blogs. Come on you can do it!

Cheap summer dates

Go out for a walk in the park and eat ice cream. Make a picnic. Go to the museum and enjoy some art. It is cheaper than going to a Broadway show. Go to the beach. Go to the movies. Bowling. Have a western movie day. I love Fist Full of Dollars with Clint Eastwood. He was so sexy. I guess he still is. Also make movie genre nights with popcorn. You can spend separate time with your boyfriend, family and friends. This is how you can make time for everyone you love. I definitely have a date with my sister to watch The Notebook..I never saw it but everyone raves about it. Oh well!

Skin problems

I normally don't get pimples. When I do get something really doesn't want to go away. I try scrubs and mask, but the pimple keeps coming back. Why do I keep getting the same pimple over and over again sometimes? According to the Cosmo magazine it's because the pore keeps getting reinfected. They suggest that I use heat to kill off the bacteria. They are advertising this thing called Zeno hot that gets up to 118 degrees. It's suppose to feel comfortable but I doubt it. You are suppose to leave it in the infected area for two seconds. Pretty groovy if you don't mind burning the shit out of yourself... LOL that was funny! It cost 40 dollars just incase you are interested.

Oh well

I am looking through my Iphoto library so that I can show you guys some cool picks. This is what I found. Damn I am so hot!!!

Hit or Miss?

Are tie-dye in this summer I can't remember? Yes they are it depends of how you wear it. Don't go for a full tie-dye dress because then it will be too much. Instead go for tie-dye tights with blacks pumps and a nice shirts. Denim shorts are also in. It depends on the length. Some people don't know how to rock the denim shorts because they are either too long or too short. I guess if you can see the pockets popping out from under your pants like Britney Spears, they are too short. Almost for ladies this summer, don't lie to yourself. If you do not have the body for a thong bathing suit then don't wear one. I always go to the beach and see a fat grandma in a bikini. I don't know if I should applaud her for her courage or feed her to the LOL

My Eden

I always wonder what it would be like to picture your dream habitat. I always wanted to have a waterfall in my backyard. I wanted to live near the beach too.

beautiful skies

I think the sky is beautiful. I like it just as much as the ocean. Here are some beautiful pics I found on the sky.

Perfect Christmas

When I was nine years old I had the perfect Christmas in the world. My dad was out of jail, and we were at my great aunt's house in the Bronx. We used to write Santa letters to rich people and they used to give us presents. I remember we used to write like 50 letters each and get like 10 boxes of toys. Life was great. Well anyway, that Christmas we got a phone call from some gringa and she said she was on her way to give us Santa presents. We ran home soooooo fast it only took us 5 minutes for a 20 minute walk. Not to mention my little sister was in a stroller. Anyhow, there was this elegant blonde woman in a black fur coat. She looked like the rich lady from Curly Sue. She gave my sisters and I about 10 presents each. All of the gifts were expensive, not like those cheap 5 dollar dolls from the bodega. That was the year I got my Baby Feel So Real doll and my 2XL robot. I still have those toys somewhere. I remember having my dog Guasona and being grateful for everything. I was so happy I almost cried at nine years old. I never did get a Christmas like that again.

Sushi

I used to think sushi was gross. I couldn't understand why people would put raw fish in their mouths and chew. My mother did not raise us on fish. She never cooked it because my older sister Ketsy is allergic to all kinds of seafood. So I was weened off of fish since I was three. When I got with Kyle, he introduced me to sushi. I had a crunchy spicy tuna role for the first time and it was great. I started getting braver and the food just kept getting more amazing with each bite. Now I am addicted to yellow tail and scallion rolls, eel and avocado rolls, and salmon spicy tuna rolls. The best taste in the world is toro sashimi. I ate sushi twice this week. Do you think I will get lead poisoning like that Ari guy from Entourage. I hope not. I want to go to Japan and eat the best sushi and sashimi in the world!

20 more blogs to go!

Yay guys, can I blog 20 more times in the next 1:40 minutes? I think so. I was just getting teary eyed because I really am going to miss you guys. I hope that we do stay in contact. I know that it is hard. Life gets in the way sometimes, but I want to make a promise to myself that I will not lie to you. You know what I am talking about. People always tell others that they should hang out sometime, or call each other, but they never do. Let's not do that. Plus I want to keep in contact with all of you because I feel we are going to be rich and famous someday and knowing each other is a good resource. Ha ha. Don't forget about the little people, nevvveeeeeerrrr!!!!

Ode to Colors

I love the color green because it reminds me of life. You see green in the leaves and in the grass I love to play in. I love the color blue. The sea is blue, especially in Puerto Rico. The beaches are either blue or light green, very warm and salty. I love the color yellow. Yellow reminds me of the summer sun. Some of the happiest moments of my life happen in the summer. That is why I can't wait for all the fun I am going to have this summer. I love the color brown. The earth and my family's beautiful faces are different shades of brown. I love the color black. I know it isn't a color, it is the absent of color. It so bold, so dark, so beautiful. I love the color coral. It reminds me of good tasting candies. I get a warm fuzzy feeling when I think of coral. I love the color purple. I think it looks so pretty on me. I look like a blue berry and that is fine with me because I love blue berries. I also love the color white. I know it is all of the colors put together. It is so pure, so inviting. I like that nothing can hide in white.

These are the colors I sort of like; pink and red. I wear red when I want to look seductive and it usually works. Pink is so girly for me it makes me want to puke. But I must admit that some shades of pink look fabulous on me.

The color I hate; orange and baby deuce green. I hate the color orange because it reminds me of the walls at the Lincoln Hospital. I used to always go to doctor visits there and wait for hours bored.

Fishing

When it gets warm outside I like to go fishing with my dad. It is one of his favorite things to do. He spends all his money on fishing rods and reels, bait and hooks. Fishing is all my dad talks about sometimes. He likes to go by the river next to a Cosco. It is a ghetto move but it's actually very peaceful there. First we put the bait on the hooks, then he tells me to throw the string thingy over. When he sees that I am doing it wrong, he takes over and does it for me. Then I just sit down and drink my Corona. We listen to music, smoke tons of cigarettes and I drink beer. My father is not a drinker, I got that from my grandfather from mother's side. He likes to tell me his life stories. He likes to ask me a hundred thousand questions, it's pretty cool. My father gets so excited when the fish tug at the bait so he always reels it in. To his surprise most of the bait get eaten all the time. I laugh a lot at him. I guess that is mean of me. Sometimes my dad gets lucky and catches a huge fish. He will talk about this huge fish for hours until he catches something else. I enjoy spending time with him. When I was younger I always wondered what it would be like to go fishing with my dad and now I know. It's pretty good!

24 hour bug

Kyle had a feast while I was staying over Becky's. My cousin came over to hang out with Kyle and they ate so much. This morning I took my AAS final and did very well. I finished it in 15 minutes. After my final I called Kyle and he stood home from work with food poisoning. He wanted me to come home and take care of him. So after helping out for the graduation ceremony, I hoped on the train and went home. He was sprawled out on the couch looking miserable. Poor baaabbbyyyyy. I went downstairs to buy him some lipton noodle soup and some ginger ale. It made him feel much better, but he couldn't eat the whole thing. Now he is hungry so I made him a grill cheese. I hope it isn't contagious because I can't deal with being in the bathroom all day. So I am hoping for the best. He also has a slight fever. : (

My men.

When I was four years old I had the biggest crush on Chayanne and El Puma. I had two pictures on my wall of the two Spanish humks. I remember my grandmother caught me one day kissing the pictures on the wall, I was only four. Now my the two stars on my wall are Hugh Jackman and Gerard Butler.