I Want It

I feel as if there are a lot of things in life that you are going to want. It’s human nature to always want something else, whether it’s a new car or a new phone. For me it’s a lot different. I have noticed that over the past few years the amount of things that I want is dwindling. Nothing really excites me the way it used back when I was a child. I know many people would question my motives, but there is nothing to lie about here. Currently, there is only one thing that I really want and I’ve felt this way for a few months now. I cannot say what it is, but I can tell you that I will never get it. To come so close to actually having a desire for something different and then watching it slowly blow up in your face is an experience no one should have to go through. All I know is that it will take me a while to get over my set back.