Jealous

I know that I’ve mentioned my extreme dislike of Facebook and that has a lot to do with this girl who I met over the summer. She seemed like a really nice girl and someone who I could see myself with. As we got to know each other I slipped further into the dreaded “Friends Zone.” By the time I realized where I was it was too late. I was devastated by this, but I knew that I had to accept it. I thought that I would eventually forget about her since she graduated in the Fall 2009 Semester, but boy was I wrong. Now, anytime that I log onto Facebook I always see a picture of her at some party with some random guy. Just by seeing her I grew extremely jealous. I tried telling myself that there was no need to waste my time feeling this way over something that I had no control over. It got to the point where I began to doubt myself. What has been helping are my talks with my close friends about the situation. I do feel bad for dumping it upon them almost every time that we meet, but they ensure me that they don’t mind. I know that ultimately I must move on and stop thinking about it. I think I will start off by staying far, far away from Facebook.